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Monday, 09 November 2009


  • If you could chose between listening to an acoustic, screamo, country, or rap song which would you chose?
    acoustic, unless the rap song was really good.

    Did your last kiss mean something to you?
    at the time.

    Are you happy?
    i'm definitely not happy or content but i'm fine.

    What are you listening to?
    papa roach.

    Could life get any better?
    it always has room for improvement.

    Is their someone that if they asked right now you would date?
    nope.

    Do you like having options?
    not really, i like when people choose for me.

    Do you have a reason to smile?
    you always have a reason to smile...

    Are you excited for something?
    no.

    Do you find smoking unattractive?
    no, i think it's really hot.

    Do you follow the trends?
    nope. i can imagine that would take up a lot of time that i don't have.

    Can you be single and happy?
    i can't, haha.

    Do you like texting?
    sometimes.

    Did you have a good day?
    it hasn't even started yet.

    What was the last embarrassing thing you did today?
    i just woke up.

    Pick one: weed, cigarettes, or alcohol?
    at this moment, weed.

    Do you like road trips?
    yeah.

    Are you nice?
    mhm.

    Where do you wish you were right now?
    at school so i can get the day over with. i have training for my second job today, i'm nervous :/

    Does anyone hate you?
    not that i'm aware of.

    Are you hungry?
    nope.

    Current mood?
    i dunno, fine.

    Do you say lame a lot?
    maybe.

    Do you like animals?
    usually.

    Do you have a best friend?
    yeah.

    Do you tend to compare people more to fruits or animals?
    um, no.

    Are you smart?
    i dunno.

Thursday, 05 November 2009


  • [made by: ohWOWsurveys]

    1. Are you still with your first love? If yes, how often do you two fight? If not, why did the relationship end?:
    nope. we don't talk as much as possible because i can hardly stand him. because he was the most controlling person i'd ever met, even just as a friend.

    2. When you have kids, how old will they have to be to watch MTV?:
    are you kidding? if i had kids i'd pretty much let them do whatever they want and let them learn from their mistakes.

    3. Would you rather know how to surf or snowboard?:
    surfing sounds better.

    4. You know the show "I didn't know I was pregnant"? Do you really think it's possible to not have any idea that you're pregnant?:
    i don't want tv. i definitely don't think that's true, i mean you can be in denial of course. but you'd know you're gaining a shitton of weight and not just from eating, since a pregnant stomach looks different than a fat stomach.

    5. Are there any nature reserves near your house? Do you ever go to them?:
    what's that? obviously i don't.

    6. Think back to the last compliment you recieved. Who was it from and what did they say?:
    i don't remember who it was from but it was about my hair since i just dyed it.

    7. Has anyone told you that you would be really good as a certain profession? (ex. "I could see you being a nurse."):
    hahaha yes, a "business woman." what the fuck? oh, and my english teacher told me to get an english major.

    8. Who did you last add as a friend on Facebook?:
    i don't add people on there, just accept. i prefer myspace.

    9. How high is your stress level right? Why is it at that level?:
    my stress level is always through the ceiling. because of school, now i have two jobs, family shit, my car, friends, loneliness, major self esteem issues, etc.

    10. Have you ever used Sun In? How'd it work for you?:
    when i was like five. that shit's the worst thing you can possibly do to your hair though.

    11. When did you last go in a hottub?:
    i don't even remember. i guess sometime over the summer when me and matt were still dating though.

    12. How do you express yourself?:
    i don't fuckin know.

    13. Are you someone who doesn't mind being in a large crowd or do you often get claustrophobic?:
    i just don't like being with a lot of people. especially when they're so conceited as to not even recognize yours or anybody else's existence.

    14. If you were to cure any disease or cancer right now, what would it be and why?:
    the common cold :P

    15. Have you ever had unprotected sex with someone whose sexual history you didn't know?:
    yes. not gonna lie, i got lucky.

    16. Tell me your favorite quote:
    i don't have one.

    17. Which one describes you best? Inspiring, dramatic, confident, wise, creative, balanced, or stable. Why?:
    i have nooo idea. ask somebody i know.

    18. Did you wake up on the right or wrong side of the bed this morning?:
    right.

    19. Do you have any opinions on Kate from ohWOWsurveys?:
    i have no idea who that is. i got this survey from my subs.

    20. Right now, you would like to be..:
    uh, someone happy.

  • How many times has your most recent ex made you cry?
    i dunno. he's not worth the tears.

    Have you broken a bone?
    nope :D

    Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
    yeah.

    Is your best friend is in love?
    she might be. i know she really likes this guy...?

    Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with?
    yeah, anything's possible.

    Do you know what it's like to have to move on without wanting to?
    yes.

    Is there anyone you don't wanna lose?
    mi madre.

    Do you find trusting people easy?
    i don't really care. if people fuck me over, i'll let them be. people can do what they want.

    Do you make smart decisions?
    maybe sometimes.

    Is there anyone you've worked things out with lately?
    not that i can think of.

    Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn't?
    of course. but in the end, i did.

    Do you believe in kissing when you're not together yet?
    i'm fine with it. but i always hated it when it would happen, and we'd like each other, but the guy was too scared to ask me out so it would keep going on like that.

    Has a boy/girl ever cheated on their boyfriend/girlfriend for you?
    i wouldn't let them.

    Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
    i don't hate anyone. but i can say i'm pretty damn close to STRONGLY dislike for that boy.

    Say something to your last ex..
    you need to get your priorities straight darling, you're a complete fuck up.

    Have you ever kissed anyone within an hour of meeting them?
    yes. amongst other things i'm not too proud of.

    What color is your shirt?
    black and silver.

    Angry at anyone?
    not that i can think of.

    Who really irritates you? Don't lie.
    there are a lot of things...i can't really think of anything specific right now.

    Have you ever broken someone's heart?
    i don't think i've been told so.

    Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
    yes.

    Were you in a good mood last night?
    not necessarily good or bad.

Wednesday, 04 November 2009


  • What font do you use in filling out your surveys?
    verdana of course.

    How many inches is your computer's screen?
    i don't pay attention. like i care.

    Is the last person you kissed your current significant other?
    nope!

    Are you easily offended?
    i wouldn't say offended, but i get hurt easily. not that i show it.

    When was the last time you did something you knew was wrong but went with it anyway?
    shit, i don't know. i shut that kind of thing out of my mind so i don't worry.

    What color shirt were you wearing yesterday?
    yesterday? hell if i remember that.

    What was the reason behind the last time you said "F*ck my life"?
    i don't remember.

    Was the last time your heart pounded like crazy for a good or bad reason?
    oh shit, this week. it was so bad.

    Do you own a turtleneck?
    no, but if i did i'd give you permission to shoot me.

    How often do you update your iPod/MP3 player?
    never.

    For school, do you use multiple one-subject notebooks or one notebook with dividers?
    a shitton of different notebooks.

    Girls: Are you more of a shoe or purse type?
    neither really. i love shoes but i don't have that great of them.

    Was the last person that made you mad male or female?
    i don't really get mad at anyone but myself.

    Ever had a forbidden love?
    yes. twice.

    Are you currently wearing a shirt with long or short sleeves?
    short.

    Are you friends with someone who's had relationships but never initiated a break up?
    probably. i don't pay attention much.

    When was the last time you went to the beach?
    a few years, even though i live less than a mile from one.

    Do you always buy new swimwear every single year?
    i have a lot of swimwear so nah.

    What color was the car that you last rode in that wasn't yours?
    blue.

    Who was the last friend that came over to visit?
    lauren i think.

    How many of your Myspace top friends are children of divorced parents?
    how the fuck should i know?

    Last friend you webcammed with?
    probably dallyn.

    What was the reason behind your last lie?
    i don't remember.

    Is your last Myspace top friend in a relationship?
    no.

    How many vehicles belong to your family?
    it's just me and my mom, and we have two.

    What letter does your most used instant messenger screenname start with?
    i don't use screen names.

    Ever had multiple people romantically interested in you at the same time?
    i guess.

    Are you the type of person that likes to blog a lot?
    no.

    Where is the music you're currently listening to coming from?
    my computer.

    Give us a title of the song that would currently describe your love situation:
    i don't know.

    Have you ever fooled around with someone who was in a relationship?
    i wouldn't ever.

    What is your relationship with the last person you text messaged?
    friends.

    What was your last instant message conversation about?
    papa roach concert.

    Who was the last person you accepted on Myspace that sent you a friend request?
    uh, i don't remember. some kid from my school.

    Do you know what it feels like to be in love?
    i don't think so.

Monday, 02 November 2009


  • Is the last person you kissed a virgin?
    nope.

    Describe how you feel right now in one word?
    i really can't think of one. i don't like this question anyway.

    Are you going to get hurt anytime soon?
    why would you ask something like that? that's just...dumb.

    Do you have a favorite sports team?
    i don't like sports.

    Do you have plans for today?
    today is far over. and i worked from 9am until 10pm.

    Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
    nope.

    Whats better, amazing eyes or amazing smile?
    i don't pay much attention to eyes. i love smiles :)

    Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
    yes. but they let me go. why do people lie like that?

    Why are you confused?
    i have lots of reasons to be.

    Something you do a lot?
    curse.

    Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
    i suppose there's a couple that say they're always there for me. but i don't need anybody to throw my feelings at. it's not going to help, and i don't need people's sympathy.

    What's your relationship with the person you talked to last?
    she's my best friend.

    Do you want to get married & have children one day?
    i don't know about the children part, but i'd love to get married.

    Have you ever kissed someone who was high?
    only a billion times.

    Last person you were in a car with?
    myself.

    Are you an alcoholic?
    not even close.

    Does anyone call you babe or baby?
    not anymore.

    Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
    it's an old sweatshirt of my mom's.

    What are you listening to?
    red hot chili peppers <3

    Any siblings?
    i have an older brother.

    Does it matter if your boyfriend/ girlfriend smokes?
    not really. i think smoking is really hot.

    Do you go to church?
    nope. i don't believe in religion.

    Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
    yep.

    Have you ever been called a bitch?
    jokingly. i don't think anybody's ever said that to me seriously.

    Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
    i guess, but it's whatev.

    Is your cell phone a touch screen phone?
    yeah.

    Whens your birthday?
    it's in april.

    Whats your best subject in school?
    i don't really have a best subject.

    Do you look anything like your bestfriend?
    not at all. we have opposite hair colors, we're different sizes, i'm really pale and she's mexican, etc.

    What was the last thing that made you smile?
    i don't know, i've just been in a good mood today. i laughed at so many different things :)

    Do you currently have any bite marks on your body?
    nope.

    Will your next kiss be a mistake?
    probably. they normally are, as sad as that is.

    Are you a jealous person?
    not at all.

    Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
    nope.

    Do you think two people in love can last forever?
    little old me wants more than anything to believe it. but that's probably just because i'm a girl :)

    Do you know someone that smokes pot?
    this question is stupid. of course i do.

    Are you ticklish?
    mhm.

    What color are your eyes?
    blue.

    Do you have a trampoline at your house?
    nope.

    Has anyone disappointed you recently?
    yeah.

    Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
    you can never be so sure.

    Do you follow your head or your heart?
    my head. people constantly tell me to follow my heart, but when i do, negative impacts fuck me over.

    Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
    no.

  • 1. Do you ever doubt yourself?
    yeah, don't we all? it seems like human nature.

    2. If you make surveys, do you ever assume?
    i don't really make surveys much.

    3. Are you open to criticism?
    i'm sort of sensitive so i don't take negative criticism well. then again, i don't believe positive criticism.

    4. Do you have remorse for alcoholics or drug addicts?
    yeah, i have remorse for anybody in a hard time.

    5. What is your least favorite genre of music?
    i don't like country.

    6. Do you look more like your mom or dad?
    i haven't really paid attention. i'm me, you know?

    7. What side of the heart do you draw first?
    i think the right side. maybe it goes by if you're left or right handed :P

    8. If you've seen National Treasure, do you think it seems like a Disney movie?
    i think we watched in in class one year but i fell asleep.

    9. What's better: PostSecret or FMyLife?
    fmylife. i never read that shit anymore though.

    10. Are you bi-racial?
    nope.

    11. How many guys do you text?
    i don't really text anymore. kind of pointless to have the env touch then, huh.

    12. Do you look better in brown or red?
    i don't look good in any color, really.

    13. What annoys you the most in a survey?
    if it's really long and boring, or repetitive.

    14. Doesn't it annoy you how moronic guys say they want to go to Amsterdam?
    why would they want to go there? am i stupid? probably.

    15. Do people ever have trouble pronouncing your name?
    nah. it's pretty self-explanatory.

    16. Which of your friends do your parents like the most?
    dana.

    17. Are there any of your friends that your parents dislike?
    nah, not that i know of.

    18. Do you think Brooke Hogan is pretty?
    everybody's beautiful in their own way :)

    19. Is there a cute pet name that you absolutely cannot stand?
    eh, whatever. people can say and do what they please.

    20. Where do you go when you're upset?
    i'm normally always somewhere different. the shower helps sometimes though.

    21. Do you ever wonder if life is easier for other people?
    i know it is. but that's part of life, getting through the tough times whether somebody else has it better or worse at a certain point.

    22. What song gives you goosebumps everytime you listen to it?
    a few, that remind me of the past or certain people.

    23. Ever feel unappreciated?
    all the time. i find myself saying things when nobody cares to listen. it sinks your feelings, trust me.

    24. How fast can your mood change?
    extremely fast. i'm working on it though.

    25. Is anything bothering you right now?
    yes, but it'll be alright.

Saturday, 31 October 2009


  • Who's the biggest slut you know?
    i don't pay attention to that. gossip is stupid. & people can do whatever the fuck they want.

    Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on their bed?
    yes. oh how i wish i could do that again. things were as perfect as they'd ever been.

    Who do you wish you could fix things with?
    they have to put forth an effort too. and i'm not worth it to anybody i know.

    What are you listening to?
    avenged sevenfold.

    Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring?
    no.

    Are you short?
    i'm petite :D

    Have you ever found someone you really like?
    those were the good days :)

    How was your birthday?
    i was stoned 99% of the day, so i don't remember much. i know it was pretty boring though.

    Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
    yeah. surprisingly. but of course it was about how great their lives are now. and i'm so happy for them, but it makes me stumble deeper into depression wishing for the same. you know?

    Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
    i've pretty much already completely drifted from everybody in my life.

    How fast does your mood change ?
    i swear i'm bipolar. i don't have insurance though or i'd find out.

    Do you get upset over the opposite sex easily?
    not really. i don't fall for people easily so there's not much of a need for that.

    What are your plans for Saturday?
    i'm chilling until 4 when i gotta go to work. IN COSTUME. ugh, and i have the most cliche halloween costume since the fucking 1700's. fml.

    Are you wasting your time on someone?
    oh god yes. like i told nate, if i could get my mind off it, i would. in a heartbeat. but i can't. i just can't.

    Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
    that wouldn't happen in a million years. but i'd be speechless.

    Do you find it hard to trust others?
    yes.

    Do you laugh to much?
    you can't laugh too much. but no, i don't even laugh that often. i wish i did.

    What is the last non-alcoholic drink you had?
    v8.

    Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
    yeah.

    What color shirt are you wearing?
    i'm not wearing one. it's really hot in here.

    What color are your pants/shorts?
    pink.

    Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
    sometimes, i guess.

    Do you believe that love lasts forever?
    i've only been alive for 16 years. how should i know?

    Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
    no, but i give out second chances like handshakes.

    Can guys and girls be friends without making it more?
    obviously. although most people can't seem to think so. when i had a best friend that was a guy and we were always together at school we got way too many people asking if we were dating or why we weren't dating. it's like, um because we're friends, no shit.

    What would you do if your #2 got pregnant?
    she's a girl, neither of us are gay, and i don't have a dick to impregnate her with.

    What did you do today?
    cried, ate count chocula, played a game, did this.

    Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
    psh no, i still have a huge bottle of raspberry rum.

    Who's bed were you on last?
    i don't remember. i don't get out much unless it's school or work.

    Who in your phone has a heart after their name?
    eric's used to. and matt's used to.

    What's the last thing that really hurt you?
    it doesn't matter.

    Are you ever afraid to be yourself?
    nope. i want friends to like me for ME, not for somebody who holds everything in because they're ashamed. although i am.

    When was the last time you ate a Poptart?
    a week ago.

    Are you happy with your appearance?
    i'm grotesque, why would i be even remotely okay with it?

    Do you like to cuddle?
    yes.

    When's the last time you laughed really hard?
    yesterday.

    Gummy bears or gummy worms?
    they taste the same, so who cares?

    Would you date someone who smokes?
    i have.

    What time did you go to bed last night?
    pretty early. i was exhausted and depressed. go figure.

Sunday, 25 October 2009


  • Who was the last person you fell asleep texting?
    nobody ):

    Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
    i haven't had that happen in a long time.

    Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
    really big.

    Are you a morning person or a night person?
    neither.

    What would you do if you opened up your front door and your doorstep was full of surprises?
    smile.

    Are you there for your friends?
    yes.

    Are you a forgiving person?
    too much.

    Are you dating the last person you kissed?
    no.

    Who is with you now?
    nobody.

    Anything bothering you now?
    everything.

    What are you listening to right now?
    jason mraz.

    The highlight of your week?
    nothing. the past couple months have been horrific.

    Who were the last people you ate with?
    my mom.

    Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
    it's been awhile.

    Do you like your mom?
    yeah.

    Who was the last person to text you?
    joel.

    Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
    no.

    Have you ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
    no.

    What are your plans for tonight?
    working.

    If you could move somewhere else, would you?
    sort of.

    What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
    i don't know.

    What's your favorite subject?
    spanish.

    Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
    i don't remember.

    Do you know if anyone likes you?
    nobody does, like that.

    What do you usually do first in the morning?
    put my face under my blankets and say "fuck this."

    Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
    no.

    What is making you smile now?
    nothing.

    Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
    no.

    Any plans for today?
    no.

    What is on your mind now?
    him.

    Are you expecting a phone call?
    no.

    If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
    i wouldn't care.

    When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
    i don't know.

    Last time you cussed?
    i don't pay attention.

    Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
    no.

Wednesday, 21 October 2009


  • [made by: hedgess]

    1. What was the last party you were invited to?
    my best friend invites me to them sometimes but i'm normally too stressed out or something. and i'm not really a big fan of people. sad, huh?

    2. Do sad songs remind you of one specific person?
    I don't really listen to sad songs. So I guess not.

    3. Are you ready for this election to be over?
    It's long over bud.

    4. Have you ever watched Comedy Central at school?
    Why would we watch TV at school?

    5. What were you doing at 10:30 this morning?
    I was at school. In Advanced Biology.

    6. Which last former love interest did you see most recently?
    Chase, I see him every day. Although I never "loved" him, but still, we dated.

    7. Who sits behind in you in your first class of the day?
    Um a couple of dudes I don't pay attention to.

    8. Are there any sticky notes on your desk, reminding you of something?
    Nah.

    9. What do you hear at this moment?
    Aiden.

    10. Anything out of the ordinary happen today?
    Ha, yes.

    11. When and why will you next travel to your state's capital?
    I never do. Unless I go to shows, which is rare since no one ever wants to go with me, or can't.

    12. How many autographs (famous or not famous) do you own?
    I just have Bam Margera's.

    13. What did you last spill?
    Uh, water probably.

    14. What did you eat for lunch today?
    Chicken nuggets.

    15. Are you enjoying the weather?
    I can't stand it.

    16. Have you ever stayed the night at your school?
    No. Is that even possible?

    17. Do you own a video camera?
    Nah, but there's one on the digital camera so kind of.

    18. Do you like The White Stripes? 
    Yeah dude!

    19. Have you ever made a replica of a mummy?
    No, why would I do that?

    20. Are there any seashells in your room?
    No.

    21. What did you last do for extra credit?
    I did an extra chemistry summary thing.

    22. What did you do in your second block class today?
    Technically that was advanced algebra, and we did a lot of shit. That was pointless, of course.

    23. How many different schools have you attended?
    I've lived in this town since I was three.

    24. Have you taken any important tests recently?
    Aren't all tests "important"? Technically.

    25. Does your school have an awards ceremony at the end of the year?
    Uh, I don't think so.

    26. Who did you last ride in an elevator with?
    Oh man, I don't remember.

    27. Did you purchase anything today?
    Yeah.

    28. Do you participate in class activities, such as senior council, junior council, etc?
    Nope. GAY.

    29. What is a band you used to like, but now hate?
    I don't HATE any band, really. But I used to love Drop Dead Gorgeous, Chiodos, and Bring Me The Horizon.

    30. Do any of your classes have a student teacher?
    Yeah. Oh god, Middleton is like the complete stereotypical nerdy guy finally getting his 5 minutes of fame.

Monday, 19 October 2009


  • Do you frequently take naps?
    nah, i never have time.

    What was the last thing you were stressed about?
    school, boy stuff, family, and work.

    Where was the last place, other than home, you went?
    work.

    What's the closest liquid object to you?
    booze.

    Do you think cigarettes should be illegal?
    nah. they are pretty pointless though, huh?

    When was the last time you danced?
    a couple days ago :P

    Do you ever dwell on the past?
    sometimes. i try not to though.

    Have you ever been skiing?
    nope.

    Would you ever get married in Vegas?
    i don't know. maybe.

    Do you believe the Marilyn Manson "ribs" rumor?
    no, mainly because i know it's not true.

    Do you spell it "color" or "colour"?
    color. i'm american.

    Have you ever gotten a crazy color dyed into your hair?
    yeah, a thousand times.

    Have you seen the movie "Corpse Bride"?
    yup.

    Would you ever let your kids get a tattoo?
    yeah, depending on what it was and where.

    Where was the last place you scratched?
    my arm.

    Do you like Lil Wayne?
    nope.

    Would you ever get cheek piercings, like Brittanya?
    nope, but who the hell is that?

    What's your favorite show on VH1?
    i don't watch tv.

    Are you excited for America's Best Dance Crew, Season 4?
    what's that?

    What's the nickname for your state?
    we have one?

    What's the closest cable to you, connected to?
    there's a shitton of them.

    What was the last color you painted your nails?
    i don't remember, since i can't wear nail polish for work.

    Would you ever paint your room walls black?
    they are.

    When was the last time you played Twister?
    years ago.

    Do you own any video game consoles?
    ps2. haha!

    Do you ever use fabric paint?
    no.

    What is the middle name of the last person you spoke to?
    christine.

    Do you think you are a good person?
    i dunno.

    What time did you go to sleep last night?
    midnight or so.

    What was the last startling sound you heard?
    i haven't heard a startling sound in awhile.

    Do you think some people need to be locked up?
    obviously.

    Who was the last message in your MySpace inbox from?
    i don't remember. probably groobskis.

    Do you like the taste of Gatorade?
    not really.

    Do you personally know any illegal immigrants?
    no.

    What's your opinion on fast food?
    ew.

    What would you do if you were pregnant right now?
    well, i haven't had sex in a month or so so that wouldn't happen.

    Who is the last person you heard laugh, other than yourself?
    i'm not sure.

    Should you be doing something else right now?
    yeah.

    Where is your biological father right now?
    i have no idea.

    Are the both sets of your grandparents still alive?
    no.

    Do you know any druggies?
    yeah.

    Have you ever kept a stray animal?
    i guess?

    Who was the last person you helped with something, and what?
    i don't remember.

    What was the last thing that bothered you?
    life, haha.

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